Your Mood Swings Are Kinda Giving Me Whiplash

oh boy!'
im sick of this miserable bitter sweet feeling that is consuming my energy and faith.
the way you switch your emotions it's hurting me more than you think.
one day you make me think that MAYBE you are in love as well, but the next it's like im invisible for you.
but im here? can you see me? can you see and realize how hard im falling for you with everyday that passes by?.
i know, im not that cute, not that smart and maybe im just and average girl with a normal life.. but i can bet nobody have ever felt this way for you.
i wish i had the stenght of letting you know how i feel so i could found out what you think.

i wonder if im wasting my time..
maybe i should let this/you go.

but then, your face again.
i don't want to close my eyes, its most likely .. you will be there.
i try to run away from you and never see your face again, im starting to feel scared... scared of you.
scared because i dont know how you are going to react.
becuase im not sure of what you feel, because i dont know if you like my company or if you want me to stay away from you.
scarede because this "deal" IS GETTING BIGGER.

i just need you to STOP acting hostil againt me!
you are really making this so hard for me!.