domingo, 8 de marzo de 2009

<3

it was so hard to believe that someone so beautiful could be real. I was afraid that he might disappear in a sudden puff of smoke, and i would wake up.

jueves, 26 de febrero de 2009

ese sentimiento encontrado

amor, el amor.
no puedo entender lo profundo de esto que siento.. mas no logro comprender hacia quien se
inclina esta pasion que arde de una manera extensa en mi alma y corazon!.
sera quiza que me esoty enamorando del amor, de nada mas que el puro sentiemiento que tanto deseamos.
sera talvez que mis incognitas se deban a la confusion que causa el amor y el enamoriento en mi.
no lo se, solo se no puedo dejar de amarlo.. mas no se exactamente que.
tengo el corazon en gozo, baila y retosa en lo mas profundo de mis pensamientos!.
veo como el amor es todo y todos somos parte del amor.
me he enamorado de querer amar, de poder sentir lo que tanto nos pintan y nos hcen creer las historias mas apasionadas!.
me he enamorado de amar todo lo que puedo y lo que no!. de amar lo que me es posible y lo que
no debo..
.de ver como el amor nos mueve, cambia y conmueve.

que mas necesito que amor en mi interior!. paz y amor fluyen en mi.
amo querer amarte sin saber quien eres sin poder decirte que eres tu a quien amo.. amo no poder
abrazarte xq aun no se QUIEN ERES.
amo este sentimiento guardado que una vez mas ha sido encontrado.


enamorada de los enamordos, de quienes se aman con locura sin importar lo que hay de pormedio.
amando todo lo que se puede amar.!
las miradas de dos locos entusiasmados!, el primer beso de verdadero amor, la primera entrega de eso tan preciado.
cayendo de amor por los que no tienen limites y ven mas alla de lo que el ciego por amor no puede.
de sentir como el amor de quienes amo!.
de ver como nace una flor cerca de los que tiene el corazon en la mano, listo para ser entregado!.
AMAR esas sonrisas que se escapan cuando se esta cn el ser deseado!.
de ver como timidos pensamientos aparecen en los ojos!.
eas miradas perdidas que se encuentran cuando menos se lo esperaran!.

amo el poder decir cuanto amo el amor!.
que no bastan palabraas para sacar esto de mi carazon!.
que ese rostro tan perfecto, roba el brillo de la luna y la hace morir de envidia!.
de ver como esos ojos se superan la aura en la maniana y hacen que el sol quiera salir!.
como cada una de esas sonrisas pinta en el mundo un trazo de alegria, parte la vida en dos y
dos seran los que se amen!.

son esos rozes inesperados y coquetos.. los que hacen saltar al corazon!.
son esos pasos indesios hacia el ser amado!.



es amor y nada mas que AMOR!.

domingo, 22 de febrero de 2009

We got the same heart

why does it take me so much to find out what i want!.
when i tought everything was over and falling down he make me realize how much we mean for each other.
life gave us what we need but is our decision to take it or not.
he is al i need and all i ask for, but i was so blind.. thinking on some stupid decitions.
i just have to take a look in to those big brown eyes to feel better, i just need a hug of those tinny long arms, a bitter sweet smile that only those lips can give, a wet kiss on my cheek to now.. HE IS ALL I NEED.

we can't leave without each other is just impossible, we are only one.. we got the same heart.

im so used to his family, i love her sister and her mother as well.
on his family i find what im missing and the complement for my happiness : )

is being so long since we met.. so long since the first kiss
but after all this time my heart still beat the same for you..
my stomach still feel butterflies for you <3
i guess our love is outside of almost everything.
we are so different from the rest of couples and i love it! the fact that we dont call each other
bby make me feel so special : )
you are the one and the only.

i know we can make it hunny!.
I LOVE YOU

sábado, 7 de febrero de 2009

meant for each other

you mean a lot to me.
that something you already know, but what you don't know is that you are turning in ALL i need.
i feel weird when you are not around, but i feel even worst when im next to you.
im not sure if this is okey,, but for some reason i dont really care.
i want to throw my arms around you and hug you! like i never did before.
show you how much you mean to me, and how much i love you.
it's so complicated how my feelings are turning and everything i use to feel is now different
but yeah it was going to happen eventually.
everything i know about you, is exactly what i been looking for.

i dont believe in love at first sight. nope.
it doesnt work for me..
after all this time i wonder how a relationship between us will be, there is only one way to
describe it, PERFECT.

it's hard to believe that we couldnt see!
we are meant for each other.

what's fucking wrong with society!.

kids are turning in to animals!
girls are acting like boys
boys are acting like STUPIDS.
where are these ppl values!?
where are those kids PARENTS.
is aweful and im so pissed!.
not becase is against my or my best friend. IS BECAUSE of how everything is goind down in
society.
if THOSE "kids" are our future WE are so fucking lost!.
Integrity!?? where is it!?
im about to collapse! i think is ridiculous and stupid!. and i wish there was something i could do.

who the hell has enough time to send messages telling ppl "HAY VERGUEO MUCHA" wth is that!?
god!! who fucking cares if you have a problem or in this case OBSESSION with someone.
take yer drama, issues and mental diseas somewhere else! far far away from me and form the ones i love.
and what's even WORST do it on a public place!? is that the point? the idea? is that what makes you cool? well thank god im NOT.
just let me tell you something,( you know who you are) GET A FREAKING LIFE. you are NOT a BOY.
stop it gosh! >:|
BEING drunk in a mall is THE MOST stupid thing in the whole world!!
and yea im sure, when you finish reading this, you are going to call yer WHORE friends and the same shit
is going to happen but guess what I DONT GO to malls, because i know you are going to be there and
watch yer face make me sick :)
besides, dont you DARE to touch, talk or even think about her i LOVE her and im not going to let it happend .. and no im not going to kick
yer ass IM NOT AS STUPID AS YER SOCIETY. im goingo to talk with yer parents and im goingo to make
you go to some jail idk somewhere you can become A LADY.
for all the ones that where there come on ARE WE LIVING A FUCKING CIRCUS!.
you are a STALKER!. SICK BASTARD!.you sick person!

bw i thak god and everyone in heaven! THAN GOD IM NOT YER FRIEND ANY MORE.
:D
i feel better now.

lunes, 2 de febrero de 2009

pasaria, eventualmente

perfecion.
si, vivimos en un mundo donde buscamos la perfeccion a toda costa, fisica y emocianalmente..
queremos la persona ideal, que satisfasca nuestras necesidades.
aveces creemos que ya le encontramos, que por sentir un poco de electricidad a la par de esta
persona, ya tenemos lo que buscamos
pero cuando la vida y el destino nos juegan esas vueltas que nadie entiende te das cuenta, lo que tenias a la par no era presisamente lo que merecias.
dado que el lado derecho no funciono siempre tenemos el lado izquierdo!, he ahi lo que yo buscaba.

nunca imagine que suecederia, que mi complemento estaba tan cerca .. a la vuelta de la esquina.
que seria el quien de un dia a otro me daria el "amor" que yo necesitaba.
pero sera esto lo correcto, sera que no es solo un sentimiento pasajero que con el tiempo se convertira en nada mas que un tonto juego.
quizas el miedo se deba a que te consoco demasiado, mas de lo que tu piensas.
te he estudiado, analizado y he aprendido a desifrar cada uno de tus dilemas.
se tambien lo dificil que es esto para ti. no mas que para mi.
tanto tiempo de estar tu lado, de ser tu apollo y el hombro en el que mil veces te has descargado.
miles de historias hemos vivido, cientos de sentimientos hemos econtrado de diversas maneras.
siempre te he amado! siempre, pero nunca lo supe.
es ese amor que se esconde por el miedo a no ser correspondido, el temor de no saber tu respusta.
si, ahora lo se pero eso no lo hace mas facil.
ahora el temor a que sea uno de tus juegos es mas y mas grande.
dejare que sea el tiempo el que se encargue de nosotros.
espero no este equivocada.

domingo, 1 de febrero de 2009

stress!

Stress is a biological term which refers to the consequences of the failure of a human or animal body to respond appropriately to emotional or physical threats to the organism, whether actual or imagined.
honestly i have a stress problem.
but lately this has being affecting everything that surrounds me.
i have try to find the stressor but no, i can't find it.
maybe is me .. i don't know.
when someone has stress there are to ways of reaction:
adapt
or
collapse.
and i think i have collapse. in every situation.
the resistance is not enough and is not making me feel better :|
complicated huh yeah and it gets scarrier.

i have no idea why now, when i get mad i can hit whatever is near and i dont feel pain at
all.. until a few hours.
now, i curse a lot MORE than i used to.
i hate someone and that is making me insane! i know.. to hate is a sin.

and sometimes i cant take it! either people around me.
i have to find the reason why im getting like this
maybe is the school or family or just ME.